Juggling six kids and a busy movie career is proving overwhelming for Angelina Jolie. She has been a single parent to children ranging from age 17 to 10 and she’s found it to be a completely overwhelming experience, especially combined with her busy movie career.

“Angelina is an emotional roller coaster after her divorce from Brad. One week she feels completely over him and the next week she genuinely misses the father of her children. She is desperately trying to keep it all together as she raises the kids, and continues to work on her career,” a source close to the Maleficent actress told.

“She never imagined she would be in her 40’s with three failed marriages and a single parent to 6 kids. She often fights back feeling overwhelmed with her life and all of her daily responsibilities. It was a lot easier when she had Brad’s help daily and so she misses him dearly right now. Even though the divorce was her choice, she has a hard time not being mad at him for no longer being around,” an insider said.